Gymspiration?

Help! I have none!! I am completely unmotivated to go to the gym. Mainly because it's boring as heck. There was this gym class that captivated my attention for a while, but we've been doing the SAME routine for WEEKS! Seriously instructor!? You can't create new routines??? I miss BodyAttack. We were FOREVER doing new routines and it was fun and challenging and my instructor loved me. *sigh* I really think if I could I would plan my life around gyms that hosted BodyAttack classes and the times for those classes. This other class with Rita, I'm not even sure that's her name, is for the birds.
In turn, because, I was SO unmotivated today, I asked my twitter followers for some gymspiration. One person responded b/c they all suck and that one response was crap. Why couldn't any of them say, "You know you're light-weight seeing a guy with the body of Adonis who's going to ask you to go hot tubbing later! You better take your sorry behind to the gym!"? Probably because no one knew Adonis was going to suggest hot tubbing. Also because I never update anyone about my life and thereby no one knows of Adonis. Lol. Needless to say my fat self turned down the offer. I also went to Carl's Jr. for the most unsatisfying dinner I've had in a LONG time. Why do I ever take breaks from eating clean??? *sigh again* So I think my new game plan is to go to the gym after work tomorrow, come hell or high water, and to subscribe to Oxygen magazine. Huge fan of the mag, never manage to send in my subscription. Game face on!

Ps~ On the one hand, I am totally complaining about being a lazy-bot and not going to the gym. On the other hand, I'm stressing about these graduate school application essays, one in particular, and it's making me a Crabby Cathy. Mainly because the essay is COMPLETE crap and I can't get it to be otherwise. I was supposed to be sending it out tomorrow. That's not flipping happening. *stress buckets* I don't know why this essay is so difficult for me. I'm applying to ENGLISH graduate school! If there is one area I should be acing, it is essay writing. *sigh again again* I need more Yoga in my life. Salud.